I am dead to this world

This world is already dead

And I'm walking around with this hole in my head

My cold blood running down to the back of my tongue

The lack of circulation has left my body numb

Cold

I am so fucking cold

Nauseated, exasperated, depressed, and in distress

Picking at my skin like a fucking crackhead

Anxiety, anger, and depression sets in

Uncomfortable in this dead skin I live in

Uncomfortable in every situation I put myself in

Jaded, faded, constantly sedated until my mind is exonerated

Fighting guilt that isn't mine to fight

I'm sick of it, I've given up on life

I've tried to end it all and I just keep dragging myself and everyone else through the muck

I give up

Dead blackened skin

I've been sitting here impatiently wasting away

Disgusting human decay

Digging up a place to rest in all my shame

Digging deeper and deeper and I keep piling up all the bullshit

I'm suffocating in my own shortcomings and discomfort

I'm living in a rut of disgust and I can't fucking wait to bite the dust

Dead blackened skin

The farther I go

The more I continue to grow:

The more my roots whither and die

I'm lost inside my mind

Only left to pretend that this is all in my head

That this is all just a bad dream

I just couldn't stop chasing the feeling that I got while watching the light leave their eyes

I couldn't get over the sweet ecstasy of ending everyone's life

Souls ascend, souls ascend

I'm already dead

Souls ascend, souls ascend

Dead blackened skin

Dead

Let me sink to the bottom of this dead world

Drop me off the face of the earth

I don't want to be here any more

Always stuck in the same place

Staring at the walls and the floor

Suspended in time

I'm just a forgotten flower left to wilt in the winter wind

Staring in through the window

Always left alone

Always wanting more

I don't want to be here any more

I'm already dead, I'm already dead