So many thoughts today

It's hard to keep it straight

What's it need to say, who's it gonna play

Sunset, when I wake up

Oh I feel it

Regardless of how it may appear, I adhere

To what I am told

When the grass is greener I say no

I only aim to please

A pain inside

Grinded down, open up wide

Something's coming out

I don't know, i don't know, I don't know

Why I leave it up to me

This misdirection has somehow healed the infection

I don't know, I don't know I don't know

How long it'll last

It seemed to come about much too fast

Never knowing, never showing

Still that voice inside is calling out

Calling out

For me it's one at a time

No more, no less

Trying to get to the finish line

Trying to avoid the stress

Too much, too soon

Why can't I be immune

Time to release and find some inner peace

I don't know, I don't know

When I think don't look to me

It was a simple task and why did no one ask?

Well I know, well I know, well I know

There'll come a day

When I speak my thoughts and just let it be

Oh I'm calling out to you

Too much, too soon

Oh I'm calling out to you

It's written on my hand

"Words are like grains of sand"

Too many, too soon

And it's my fantasy to live in ecstasy

And that is why