Released on January 31, 2020

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[Intro]

Can you guys hear me?

Yeah...

I'm so numb from the lack of the lovin'

I can put my left and right hand straight to the back of the oven, and feel nothing


[Chorus]

I gotta make sure I'm okay, yuh, yuh, uh

I need to make sure I'm okay


[Verse 1]

What's the point of this shit?

Well, I was born a misfit

My life be too realistic

I gotta move with this shit

I got no mouth to feed, but everybody loves to eat off my plate

Fuckin' up my day, you changed my mindstate

Wait

Let's get it straight

You got a thousand requests

I told you I'll do my best, but that's a stab in the back

So here's the stab in the chest

You ungrateful, you filled entitled fuck

I gotta learn to


[?]

maybе, I'm the reason why you treat mе like a piñata

Get it?

Treat me like a piñata

I'll be laughing inside of me

'Cause this is my odyssey

So fuck what I gotta be, and fuck what y'all gotta say

'Cause at the end of the day i-


[Chorus]

I gotta make sure I'm okay, yuh, yuh

I gotta make sure I'm okay


[Verse 2]

I tried to make it by with a smile (Ching)

Deep inside I knew you idolized my life and my style (Yeah)

We haven't spoke in a while

The shot I took was a foul, was never good at that sport (Nope)

But now my heads in the clouds from smoking stars in the night

I run in space with a kite

I told her we wasn't dating, but she can stay for the night

I write my [?] when I write (Yup)

She think I'm wrong when I write

I think my lyrics is tight

I think her leggings is tight

Why the hell you always wearing one sock?

'Cause it's different from them niggas that you meet from the block

I'm so high, you can only speak to me when I drop

But wait, that'll never happen

Fire like a ender dragon

Treat me like my pants was saggin'

I got what yo ex was lackin'

Why the fuck yo friends be ratchet

I be gettin' too distracted

She said she got hella cake

She skinny, but she heavy weight

My nigga always taught me never (Shh)

If you hesitate

If you can't help me elevate, and get me to a better place

There's nothing here to speculate, we should only separate

I dedicate this verse to you

Expecting only hurt from you

Every night I murder you, I see you in my scary dreams

I'on know what's mine

So I say fuck it, I take everything

I'm pawning mama's wedding ring

That shit'll buy me everything

I bought my girl a belly ring

I got my niggas extra cling

We coming thru on everything, foot on the dash

She said wait, I got a boyfriend

I say, that nigga trash

I got a thousand in cash

My daddy always told me in this world, you good or you bad

It's either first or you last

And that's why


[Chorus]

I gotta make sure I'm okay

I gotta make sure I'm okay

I'm okay

I need to make sure I'm okay