Released on February 16, 2020

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Yeah

I can paint a picture that's so vivid

If you seen a' apple on that bitch

You can go get it

I am the product of all your love

If you don't get it

You can wear all of my shoes that I've owned

But you won't fit it it

I'm climbing a mountain top

Just to see how far I'll drop

The surfaces lava hot

Cuz' my pen dripping every drop

And I hate this shit

How I never make it

But all my life I've been making shit

Just make it with grain of rice

No matter if you black or white

Younger older, dumb or wise

Just make sure that you analyze

The people that surround you

(You're not talking about me right?)

You are a diamond when I found you

A rare piece of metallic

Sporadic it's on my mind

It's no jokes for your highness

I'm selling all my hatred for some kindness

In five years or so, I'm hoping that you can rewind this

By then I can probably get some blindness

Or... Open your eyes a little bit (Yo)

I guess... (Yo)

Can't we just stay together?

Fuck did you put the letter

Fuck you for fucking us both

We both put our whole in this boat

You know I can't swim for my life

Tryin admit wrongs to a right

I write you a book

With a thousand pages to show you I'm right

"The fuck is this text in your phone?"

(Don't ever go leave me alone)

I'm scared of my past self

Cuz my mind is a black belt

Fightin' for dear life, yeah

First she was real nice

You a mice

You a rat

You a rodent

Burnin' the book that you wrote in

Spell out those words you was quotin'

Look at my face

Tell me you love

Me tell me you hate me

You fuckin' disgrace

My whole family

This is scandalous

My lungs kissing cannabis

Can't handle it

Flew the plane

But then you crashed

Then you landed it

Handle sticks snapped

And cracked a hole the size of a chandelier

Bury my face in the earth

Cuz' mama said I can handle it

I bet it hurts as my birth

Feel like my life is a curse

Was never shown what I'm worth

The only person I ever trusted just fucked me the worst

I should just sleep in ah Hurst

Baby just breathe please

You said you wouldn't bring this to work

I think my breathing is worth

Don't freaking turn down his beat

I got a lot to repeat

I'll scream this shit every week

Until you listen to me

Until you' kissin' my feet

I think its my time to speak

I think its my time to-