[Verse one]

Well she had

Crazy swag mac makeup expensive bag she was straight up out a macys ad

First thought was this lady bad, so then I asked

My homie what should I do to approach her

He said bro you dont know her just be patient

She'll come over, kinda like clockwork

Next weekend house party I was sipping lemonade mix with vodka

Running tables 3 games straight the same girl made me an offer

Told me we should be partners, cause nobody could stop us

Rerack these cups up proper, now everything is going awesome

Cause I'm cracking jokes, shes laughing so, I'm acting like a character

We smiling, tripping, wildin, taking pictures on her camera

Now its getting late but if its straight I'm still tryna hang with ya

She said shes tired and still drunk suprised that she still standing up

Excuses damn I understand, your trying not to offend me

She said nonsense please text me next week if your not busy

Sounds good cause I'll be free, amazed how shes so unique

Shes down to earth, she knows her worth, plus shes cute and friendly

Feeling froggy take the next leap, I'm grown up Im no tadpole

Caught the best fish in the sea, so theres no need to backstroke

[Verse two]

Month later still no title but theres rumors were an item

Neither one of us deny it and the thought just sounds enticing

Like why do we keep holding back these feelings that were fighting

Lets just make it official cause whats a cake without the icing

This is priceless, shes so sweet she makes my life easy to digest

We have fun if were acting dumb or just talking and vibing

For a few months things were smooth, thinking back got me nostalgic

But some things that I chose to lose, including my old habits

One day she came at me backwards said lets get hammered like the old days

I told her that sounds tempting but I can't accept my old ways

Can't travel down that road again, I'm living by GODs teachings

Getting drunk every weekend is like sinking in the deepend

But who am I to hold you back, your entitled to your freedom

She said I was misleading i said I got my reasons

You know I put my faith in God, you know how much hes blessed me

She told me dont stress me then started to second guess me

I remember when life was stress free, still I gotta have hope

Im swimmin in a sea of memorys, but should I backstroke? I dont know...

[Verse three]

Now I'm feeling all the tension, everything turns into a arguement

Asked her if we matter more than the people that she parties with

She says I have no common sense, cause she always puts me first

Well you talk a good game but actions speak louder than words

And I heard problems can make a pair stronger

But sometimes I wonder if we should try this any longer

I dont see sunshine, cause we go back and forth

Like I'm the father your the daughter but let me ask you something

That you need to answer honest, did we rush to fast into this?

Everything got so bad so quick, I know we have these feelings still

But will they last through thin and thick? I just dont know what to think

Thats judging by our actions, my heart is sailing on the ocean and your the ships captain

But you got me held captive, I feel like a refugee under castro

I'm tryna swim to freedom now, let me do my backstroke