You kept me alive but the whole damn time

You threatened to pull my lifeline

So I went for a drive, 83 down the highway Where I first held your hand, singing

Stay don’t walk out the door, I kind of adored you

Couldn’t afford you, but I’ll save up

Then you went for New York, the damn road had a fork

My pride was immortal because I went West

Called this toxic all too often

Why I always say the wrong thing?

Hard to live with or without it

I’m so god damn what you wanted

Stay don’t walk out the door, I kind of adored you

Couldn’t afford you, but I’ll save up

Lost sight of what’s important, settling scores

We could have been more

So you can takе what you want I’ll give just what you asked for

Summer timе so alive, let’s never fast forward

Slit my throat again, make your tulips roses

But I don’t wanna be used like that

You begged then broke me you did me like that

With the heart I had that frankly you can’t

Ever give back or understand, you almost made me grow up

Called this toxic all too often

Why I always say the wrong thing?

Hard to live with or without it

I’m so god damn what you wanted

Stay don’t walk out the door, I kind of adored you

Couldn’t afford you, but I’ll save up

Lost sight of what’s important, settling scores

We could have been more now, it’s separate ways

I can’t ever turn back

At least I found who I am

Sometimes I get scared to death

This pressures mounting in my head