Released on June 20, 2019

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I was lost in space 'til you found me

I'm from another planet but your's borrowed me

I exist to love, I am recycled carbon

I'm just what you think of while you howl at the moon

So when you're feeling lousy know that others feel too like

Victims to the rhythm; under moonlight you're aroused

The energy was beautiful the vibe ran laps around me

Gold on my nose, around my neck and in my mind

You cannot stop me, you cannot harm me

I gotta pill for every feeling feed them to me, feel me dude

These doctors with prescriptions really don't know shit about me

My life a fable, my mind unstable

I'm calling tales, raising eyebrows; y'all suspicions

Bipolar romantic, superstitious, hope for Christmas

Seems all my life I've been wishing for this moment

When it rained it poured it hailed it snowed now do I even want it?

I was drowning in the ocean

I was scared of getting sober

I don't know what I've been told

All my friends are turning over

Mama said just come back home

I don't really got a home

Be the lighthouse in the ocean

Help me find my way just show me

Structuring confessions rhyme repressed memories

About why I'm so different, why I'm such a mess

If the shoe fits, wear it

When it's worn out, fuck it

Promise if you own it and you want it they will love it

Just a weak teen couldn't speak, couldn't eat, scared to sleep

Roommate had the power had the numbers persecuted me

I hate that motherfucker couldn't go home for a week

Started burning trees just to cure anxiety

I was living in fear of a lie, laid low all the time

Always had death on my mind, everybody dies

Please stare at all of my scars, they'll never dry

And if I leave you these wings, promise you'll learn how to fly

I was drowning in the ocean

I was scared of getting sober

I don't know what I've been told

All my friends are turning over

Mama said just come back home

I don't really got a home

Be the lighthouse in the ocean

Help me find my way just show me

Its over now

We've came so far

We've erased one another

So take a step back, be proud

And when you're feeling down

Just fly away, fly back home

I promise I'll see you soon

I was drowning in the ocean

I was scared of getting sober

I don't know what I've been told

All my friends are turning over

Mama said just come back home

I don't really got a home

Be the lighthouse in the ocean

Help me find my way just show me