All my friends went and ghosted on me

Been awhile since they've spoken to me

They're all liars, they're deniers

Thought I knew everything

I was better off by myself

When no one could bring me down

I was wrong

Now I’m nauseous when the phone rings

I get nauseous if my thoughts bring

Any hell or all of them feelings of doubt

I’m dying just to live again

I'm nauseous hearing your voice again

I probably won't pick up the phone again

I'm six feet deep in some feelings

I need you to believe

That I'm drowning, now I’m sounding

Like a monster, I never thought I'd be

Think it’s lonely at the top

Now my body about to drop

And the bigger that they are

Is the harder they’re gonna fall

And the heart is in my songs

But these songs expose my flaws

You knew what I was after when I hung outside your window

All them problems solved, I carved by hand

In the trees, you disease

You shrugged and buried me with ease

I’m shaking terribly, I bleed

Don’t act like this ain't what u asked for

I’m nauseous every time I breathe

I’m nauseous hearing your voice again

I probably won't pick up the phone again

I'm six feet deep in some feelings

I need you to believe

That I’m drowning, now I’m sounding

Like a monster, I never thought I'd be

All my friends went and ghosted on me

Say I’m changing but they don't know me well

I’m fine, I’ll walk this hell by myself

Don't reach out

Everybody wants heaven but nobody wants to die

You and I are ticking time bombs

I asked unsure did I need help, she cringed

Said look how far you fell

Now I’m nauseous when the phone rings

I get nauseous if my thoughts bring

Any hell or all of them feelings of doubt

I’m dying just to live again

I’m nauseous hearing your voice again

I probably won't pick up the phone again

I'm six feet deep in some feelings

I need you to believe

That I’m drowning, now I’m sounding

Like a monster, I never thought I'd be