I couldn't die if I wanted to

But I could cry, sometimes I really do

Don’t know why the fuck I'm telling you

Too much coke in me, it's nothing new

Let’s make the most of this bad time

We just have to outrun the past

Taking these drugs just to drown you

They cut out my sorrows I guess

In case you haven't sensed me bleeding

I still hear you in my dreams

Wake up to ghosts of you and me, I can see

And I know it, for sure

When you walked out the door I could of said anything but “I'm sorry”

Never been good at apologizing

Please don't cry alone, darling

All that time I spent in my room

So much sorrow, so much bloodshed

So much borrowеd time

I bet you thought I threw your lеtters out

I never could, but I wanted to

I cried who knew, I was never really all that tough

My friends; they never try to cheer me up

But they're still here god damn you

I kissed a ghost girl, shook my whole world

She been gone, before dawn, her eyes weren't the same

Then the vibe got all strange

Now I'm locked in a cage, wondering what the fuck happened

Your eyes are constellations, I'm always on vacation

Provide some consolation, the world was our spaceship

Death- what I’m afraid of

Checkmate without the pay stub

You and I die famous, in my imagination

All that time I spent in my room

So much sorrow, so much bloodshed

So much borrowed time

I bet you thought I threw your letters out

I never could, but I wanted to

I cried who knew, I was never really all that tough

My friends; they never try to cheer me up

But they’re still here still god damn you

She's a lost girl, worth-the-cause girl

Get high, bad times, pay-the-cost girl

She’s a lost girl, worth-the-cause girl

Get high, bad times, pay-the-cost girl