So many problems

All I want to do is not be your problem

All you ever say is my pride makes you nauseous

Maybe someday, I won’t feel left out

Some see the Sun up, I see the Sun come down

When I’m locked in my room and I’m wearing this frown

I push people away, it keeps coming around

Then again, when sun goes down stars shine

It sounds lame but I tell myself I’m fine

Still crying alone, like I’m dying again

L've been the greatest enemy

Call me crazy, I think I might be

Can't make eye contact; it frightens me

Can’t explain why sometimes I got to leave

When things are all good I ghost out

Summer nights is the worst time for fighting

Because all I want to do is hold you close and watch comets

Crash through the skies, girl we was like an island

You was so selfish, obsessed with my "I's"

When you told your friends about me you left out my problems

That maybe you didn’t see, when you looked at me

You made me realize one thing: it’s been my greatest enemy

Maybe someday, I won’t feel left out

Some see the Sun up, I see the Sun come down

When I’m locked in my room and I’m wearing this frown

I push people away, it keeps coming around

Then again, when sun goes down stars shine

It sounds lame but I tell myself I’m fine

Still crying alone, like I’m dying again

L've been the greatest enemy

Every second I’m in the mirror saying I’m strong

Pushing all my loved ones away and now I’m alone

Tossing all my feelings in cups like beer pong

And pride always blocking the driveway to my home, move along

I think that’s why half of the city's gone

It’s not beautiful but ugly duck is pretty swan

Affirmations in my phone show I belong

Don’t ask why my heart's on my sleeve because it was sewn

When the wounds opened up I was just trying to get a stitch

I broke so many hearts because I think mine was never fixed

The struggles that I face, you can just add it to the list

And the happier I think I am the sadder that it gets

Who is this?

Maybe someday, I won’t feel left out

Some see the Sun up, I see the Sun come down

When I’m locked in my room and I’m wearing this frown

I push people away, it keeps coming around

Then again, when sun goes down stars shine

It sounds lame but I tell myself I’m fine

Still crying alone, like I’m dying again

L've been the greatest enemy