[Intro]

Drown my pain all day all night

I know that it's wrong, but it feels right

[Verse 1]

What if I told you everythin' that I said was a lie?

That I'm fine, I'm okay, well it's killin' me inside

What if I said I couldn't be, everythin' that ya need

Would you still be there for me, like there ain't no space in between?

And I don't even know if I believe in myself when I say it

Cause I know I'll end up losin' in this game that I am playin'

Yeah I know that it ain't right, think about it every night

Close my eyes with all my might, tryna get ya out my sight

I'm getting fucked up from this bottle like I've been from my past

Now my soul is free alas, I know that'll never last

Cause I wake up the next morning, and I'm really feeling lonely

Now I deal with all these feelings, I been feelin'

Dam if only you could see the kinda person that I turned out to be

Or maybe we'll keep that a secret like you're strangers to me

I'm saving my plea, I'd rather loathe in my misery

I see you talkin' but can't hear the words ya sayin' to me, so I...

[Chorus]

Drown my pain all day all night

I know that it's wrong, but it feels right

Memories playin' over and over

Got me thinkin' that I'll never be sober

Drown my pain all day all night

I know that it's wrong, but it feels right

Memories playin' over and over

Got me thinking I'mma never stay sober

I don't wanna drink this pain away

I don't wanna drink today (x4)

[Verse 2]

And the truth is

Everyday I look at myself in the mirror and I ask

How the fuck can you do this?

C'mon you got two kids, yeah

Now look at me I'm about to follow in the same path

Feel like it'll never end, pain last

Feel like I'm outta body livin' my life abstract

Wanna let go, but I can't give my past back...

[Chorus]

Drown my pain all day all night

I know that it's wrong, but it feels right

Memories playin' over and over

Got me thinkin' that I'll never be sober

Drown my pain all day all night

I know that it's wrong, but it feels right

Memories playin' over and over

Got me thinking I'mma never stay sober (x2)

I don't wanna drink this pain away

I don't wanna drink today (x4)