[Intro]

Look

[Verse 1]

At 18, a 38 was pressed against my temple

I'm tempted to talk about my suicide attempt

And I ain’t even sorry that I tried, sorry that I tried

'Cause I failed another time so I'll try some other time, so I did

At 20, while some say I’m gettin' big

October 23rd, I'm plottin' suicide again

Relationship with you means isolation from my friends

And you fuckin' broke my heart to let me saying and I ain't shit

What the fuck!

If you don't know the story, ask me

If you wasn't at the start when I was making Nasty

If you never bought a ticket, never streamed a single song

Don’t bandwagon jump when I signed to Packy

[Chorus]

I try to impress you

I try to hold you just

I try to impress you

I try to hold you just

[Verse 2]

When I speak about the struggle, they tell me it sound the same

When I try to switch the topic, they quick to tell me I changed

Live in those conditions made me the man I am today

It’s hard to write about the shit I know I can't erase

I’m revisitin' my past shit (Past shit)

I wish I woulda made it before I turned, fuck it

But I'm better off than last year

Back account is six months from lookin' like a stickup

From back in the day, robbin’ the cashier

You know how it feel to be broke

Never knowin' where your next meal's comin'

So you stealin' from the store (Store)

You know how it feel (Feel)

To watch somebody die, don't you ever try to tell me that I lied

If I told you about my life, then you wouldn't believe me

Government assisted try and break the system, it ain't easy

That's why so many of us end up living how we live

And the peak is when a eulogy is posted on a TV, what the fuck

It is what it is

I can't blame my mama, she was raisin' two kids

Goin' back to school and doin' it for us, tryna live

And I took it all for granted, tryna make it in this biz, 32

[Outro]

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