STONE

By Apeman

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Released on June 28, 2024

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[Verse 1]

Open your eyes look me dead in my soul

Open your mind you'll believe what I wrote

My eyes don't lie

Eight or nine times I done told

I done felt the weight of the world fall off of my shoulders

I done felt the girl I done promised proposing promoting emotions eroding

Solace only apropos

Mountains from molehills

I cannot go there

I made the most of enclosing my soul

I turned that alcoholic to a prophet of stone

I ain't in it for gold

I'm free but I'm lonely

I do not care if she want me

I done been blinded by eyes and desire for love

Shut it all out told that ho to shut up

Walls went up

Only see straight from above

Slightly irate cause I hate getting hugs

I done fell one time

Never meant to hurt anyone

Like a surgeon

I done put hearts on ice

I done lived two separate lives

I remember geeking alone on my birthday

Whole family knew I was fried

I ain't have friends to rely on

Turned that to spite made a hill I could die on

Truly alive only counting on me to survive on

If she wanna die that her life tell her fuck it

We ain't gon spill no tears in the bucket

Why your nails painted?

Face pierced?

Eyebrow razored?

Ho cause I love it

Why you so angry?

Face mangled in the mirror

Appearance crazy cause I done it

I don't see shapes I see colors

I don't feel rage or a sense of distaste

I've become it

I don't feel anxious

I feel gracious

I feel hunger

I don't feel pain

I feel safe when my wounds need a mother

It's fucked cause she in the other room doing something

I know I'm bugging

It ain't no drugs in my stomach

Not a substance in my system

I'm locked in the house

If I leave or I pop me a bean you gon see me in prison

Ape on his everyone that my eyes read enemies

I'm a villain

I'll become a myth just to frighten these children

Titans and glyphs or the Mayans inspired these hits

Maybe it's the life leaving from a fish

Or the scenes I done seen while my mind was in limbo

Sit back wait for the moon to crescendo

I hit the backstreets we fogged the window

I turn my back turn a wife to a widow

Stone


[Verse 2]

I put a bitch on the front street

All of my bitches got guns

I told that ho roll my blunt shit

I told that ho roll my blunt shit

I'm on my numb shit

I'm on my numb shit

I told that ho hold my lungs shit

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AHHHHH

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I been making this history

Killing sprees

Ya ain't been watching me do it

I been up top told her don't look down

I been up top I just popped three now

I been up Imma jump right now

I been up top I cannot slow down

I been up top I cannot get down

I been up top I cannot get

I been up top I cannot get loud

I been up top how I'm not getting loud

I been up top I cannot slow down

I been up top motherfucker I'm down

I been up top I been smoking on huh

What you could say to me

What you could say to me

Look in my face ho what you could say to me

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AHHHHHH

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