[Verse 1]

I'm at a loss for words

Baby my heart's in two pieces

I tossed and turned, often my thoughts can prove thesis

I'm lost for words

Baby my heart ain't still beating

I toss the stone, lobbed it and shattered my whole kingdom

I'm locked inside

Coughing and scoffing at old reasons

I ponder my options, respond with sharp breathing

I can't lie no more

Tried to say I'm fine and then I tried old hoes

Lines of blow

Climbing up my sinus, this my climate

We got 300 behind us

Feel like lions, Leonidas

I went tribal, Myths and tridents

Dealt with libel all my might

Guess I got a type

The last 5 womеn had daddy issues

Guess I got a life, my past timе switching to dreams and tissues

Sleep will miss you, but my head war ready I think in missiles

Breathe epistle, I let hell in heaven leaves through a sinkhole

Death appealing only them angels or demons miss you

It's been hailing solace my angle I need to rip through

Time will tell when father of time or diamonds avail him

Been assailant I lied many nights I'm tired of failing

[Hook]

I was tired of nights in the cold

Now my nights by the fire and my mind feeling slow

I ain't crying all alone

Dry my tears on the side of the dress that she lay in

Bet its best I'm alive

I detest any shackles

I regret nothing still

I attest to the fact I threw my life off a cliff

It's the time I was lonely

That my sight could sink a ship

It's a crime how I blow it all my life for a thrill

[Verse 2]

I breathe resentment

Any wounds I still harbor no problem

These deeds forgiven

Many moons I ain’t call her, my momma said demons listen

On the phone with my conscience, and consequently my victims

Need a bottle like teeth be coming in

Sobriety crumbling

Abstinence was my stubbornness

Plead the 5th or I plead the sickness and suffering

So I don’t say shit or I say it like I ain’t loving it

I paid for company couple times not a single regret

I don’t even remember the sex

I don’t even repent for my sins

I don’t even regret what I did

I feel addiction’s attested cause even sex on that list

I feel the simplest sentence contains a message within

I feel it’s messy I’m wrestling with my faith

Truth permeates my heart

I’m Sheep walking sleep counting

See the pearly gates tomorrow

In that furnace fore they me put in an earn I’ll speak with god

[Hook]

I was tired of nights in the cold

Now my nights by the fire and my mind feeling slow

I ain't crying all alone

Dry my tears on the side of the dress that she lay in

Bet its best I'm alive

I detest any shackles

I regret nothing still

I attest to the fact I threw my life off a cliff

It's the time I was lonely

That my sight could sink a ship

It's a crime how I blow it all my life for a thrill

Sick of dying

Sick of miming

Sick of trickery

Sick of this

St.Jude