[Verse 1]

Turn this shit into a cold case

Blow to my face I feel like Cobain

Narcotics in my body I got cold shakes

I just popped a Molly on my court date

I just want the money and a mansion fore I can’t make any classics no more

I put this magic into crashing my synapses and a couple of these cars like they was crash tests

Dummy I beat the madness

Addies came with my tabs and hundreds in my accounts and they going to fucking classes I’m poor

I’m going schizophrenic

Two tone sentence I’m bitter and suppressing

Two hoes read it and now it’s copacetic

Fools know better to leave when they undrеss it

Truth all veterans sign a wish for death and

I can’t lеt it go till I’m on the ledge and

I want to let it go till she went and left me

3400 ain’t save a single penny

35000 and I might tell you secrets

2500000 and I might find a reason

Wrote you a letter but I decline deletion

Knitted a sweater with 50billion tears

Felt like I slept for a bout a trillion years

Fell and I wept and nobody there to hear

Tell em I’m dead and I stopped my killings here

I won’t deny that I’ve been a selfish human

Hate how I lie and I feel there’s nothing to it

Hate my despise and my eyes on fire fuming

Hate that this money ain’t coming from delusions

Hate everything I feel like a fucking nuisance

Guess I wasn’t sleeping but I was in a stupor

Give me a reason I’d fucking love to do it

[Hook]

I been throwing up hell in the sink

Notebook full of bullshit and my mail full of sin

Wrote too much to push it

I don’t pray for a living

I just pray I can get away safe when I get it

[Verse 2]

Air thin again walls closing in I’m different

Eyes opening mind trembling might open it

I ain’t sniffling head thicker than my tolerance

I’m living in real peace with my offerings

Eyes dilated I don't lie lately I just mind crazy

95 on the I state I’m tryna find hades

I been high that’s why my mind state like a dying matrix

I ain’t blessed with divine patience

I just let it bubble for a second

I turn rubble into blessings spin my conscious and I meddle fore I’m on my way to heaven

I’m eclectic gimme space or gimme severance

I been tryna rack my brain for why these messages ain’t sending

Oooh

Gimme thanks for what I done for you

I don’t own brakes mind laced with this love for you

I done thrown my life into plight from abundance

Pass that right here right here where I’m crumbling

I like the moon when it shine I’m in tune with my life

What you chose when the money don’t move like you like

I’m abusive my wallet hate me

My momma used to my mood swings

I write different truths know she wouldn’t approve of the shit I tried

I’m a nuisance my favorite music a different time

Why my runes loud and sippin loopy I lose my mind

I’m abusive my pockets oozing

My momma tired

[Hook]

I been throwing up hell in the sink

Notebook full of bullshit and my mail full of sin

Wrote too much to push it

I don’t pray for a living

I just pray I can get away safe when I get it

[Verse 3]

I’m just in love with rap

I need the buzz I’m love drunk but it don’t love me back

Maybe I love the fact money and drugs can do what when I crumble track trauma wit fucking I’m running from nothing

I’m freezing I’m hungry

I need it like reasons so please feed me I’d love it

I need like really I’d treat leaving like trust me

I don't see an above me

I’m keeping it lovely or I’m keeping In public

I’ve reached a new stumped

I’m half sleep when I’m needed

I’m 6 feet where you from

I can’t read when it’s PG I fiend screech in her lungs

I’ve had meetings wit demons I’m half me when I come