Silent Cry

By Apel8

On Insomnia

Released on June 15, 2022

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[Chorus]

Silent cry

Don't want nobody - I'm fine

Hold myself at night, can't

Let no one inside I...

Lullaby

I sing myself to bad, I'll

Be alone till death I

Won't let no one inside...


[Verse 1]

I can't seem to find me a place

Where it feels like home

I'm inside of a cage I

Really try to smile everyday

But the darkness inside

Always gets in the way, now

I came, I came down with a flu

On the very same week

I was flyin out to you I

Guess I wasn't meant to die next to you

So its on till the next dark day in my room, I


[Pre-Chorus]

Stay in a tune with my dеmons

Them and the drugs I consume еvery evening

Stay in a tune with my problems

Them and the drugs I abuse get me nauseous

Stay in a tune with my demons

Them and the drugs I consume every evening

Stay in a tune with my problems

Them and the drugs I abuse get me nauseous


[Chorus]

Silent cry

Don't want nobody - I'm fine

Hold myself at night, can't

Let no one inside I...

Lullaby

I sing myself to bad, I'll

Be alone till death I

Won't let no one inside...


[Verse 2]

Now it feels like theres no end in sight

Im my own enemy every thought is a fight I

Said ill never break but I might

And I said I'll never text u again but I lied I

Keep on fallin victim like a trial where

Its me VS me and jury can't decide I

I got all this jewlery got this ice

But it don't mean shit if my soul never shines I

Put my pain in every song that I write

Every bone that I break feels the same when they ache

On these cold winter nights

All the time so lonely and high

If you think you know me you might

Only know the person I show when Im frightened

But inside theres a whole lotta might

Its a whole lotta joy and excitement

Right between the rain and the lightning


[Pre-Chorus]

Stay in a tune with my demons

Them and the drugs I consume every evening

Stay in a tune with my problems

Them and the drugs I abuse get me nauseous

Stay in a tune with my demons

Them and the drugs I consume every evening

Stay in a tune with my problems

Them and the drugs I abuse get me nauseous