Released on May 28, 2021

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[Intro: Unknown?]

"Now there are all kinds of ideas that would be fun to believe in: Mental Telepathy. Time Travel. Immortality. You know, for 15 years, I've been looking for these damn silly lights in the night sky. I've never found any... I sure wish I had."


[Verse 1: Apathy]

Lately, I've been on some other shit, mothership

Dreams of returnin' to my planet where I'm runnin' shit

'Cause this Earth's so poisonous, cancerous

Prayin' to a God who'll never answer us

Maybe it's a dream, if I scream will I wake now?

Maybe it's The Matrix, or a nervous breakdown?

Every medication that I take is a mistake now

'Cause the Pharmaceutical Industry is a shakedown (shakedown)

Maybe I should quit rappin'? I ain't havin' fun

I got a beautiful daughter, I'm 'bout to have a son

I'll tell 'em that I have more defeats than battles won

Teach 'em when to stand they ground and when they have to run

I swear to God that I'm cryin' while I'm writin' this

How can a sinner try to teach an angel righteousness?

Off balance, fuck musical talents

Tryin' to kill my demons was always the greatest challenge

And I don't even need the Holy Water

I just need to hold my daughter, lift her to sky just to show my father

Look at this Dad, not too bad

I don't even mean to brag but, who'd of thought that Chad

Would be walkin' with the giants, mentioned with the legends

Life's too short, so I measure it in seconds

Try to stay present, teach my kids lessons

Dream when you sleepin' to enter other dimensions


[Chorus x2: Bennett Got Bops]

I don't want to wake up from this dream if it's without you

All of the stars and the moon I lined up in the sky so I could find you


[Verse 2: Snak the Ripper]

Yeah, the older you get, the faster the time goes

I chose to stop livin' life with my eyes closed

No blindfolds, bad vibes, we could survive those

Liquor and live shows, burnin' bridges like pyros

Takin' the high road 'cause I came from the trenches

The world on my back, feelin' strained from the tension

Opinions never mattered, so I paid no attention

Always, hurtin' feelings, but it ain't my intention

I ain't chasin' no likes, or praise on the 'gram

Too busy, makin' new lifes, and raisin' a man

I gave my son my music rights, now it stays in the fam'

Been sober two years, I'm never gettin' wasted again

If you know me then it's hard to believe

But you don't know how I felt when I heard my son startin' to breathe

Tryin' to purify the stream before I water my seeds

Still wear my heart on my sleeve, but it's harder to see

'Cause truth is... I ain't been the same since my Dad died

Almost OD'd, y'all ain't even seen the bad side

Real life shit, hit me harder than a landslide

Understandin' life's like tryin' to juggle with your hands tied

I'm breakin' the chain of pain and addiction

Still tryin' to change the way my brain was conditioned

So I just, stay in position, no losin' or fadin'

I don't do this shit for fame, I do it for Brayden, I'm sayin'


[Chorus x2: Bennett Got Bops]

I don't want to wake up from this dream if it's without you

All of the stars and the moon, I lined up in the sky so I could find you


[Outro: Carl Sagan]

"A few million years ago, we humans took our first steps there. Our brains grew and changed. The old parts began to be guided by the new parts... and this made us human, with compassion and foresight and reason. But instead, we listened to that reptilian voice within' us counseling fear, territoriality, aggression. We accepted the products of science, but rejected it's methods. Perhaps, one day, there will be civilizations again on earth. There will life, there will be intelligence. But there will be no more humans, not here, not on a billion worlds."