Feelin lost in the maze life

Whatever the cost, I've payed the price

Been so hard all those rainy nights

I wanna fight but i'm scarred and the pain and is like

Wearin me out, i'm shouting help me

But realise that friends ain't that friendly

Kind of selfish and since I care

I'm feelin helpless and that is kind of hard to bear

A state of hurt, i'm the last to cry

And sit and think about my life while it pass me by

I write silent but read it loud

Though it's like I write loud but I read it silent

I can't deny it, lies and violence

Wanna leave but i'm stuck with trying

It's like life isn't like I want it

But still I gotta live it, and that's the problem

I can't solve it and gettin involved with

The fall, the rise, yeah the life of others

And though my mother always said to me

You shouldn't bother, I have always been a friend to theese

People ain't the way the used to be

Feel afraid and in a way i'm bruised and beat

Wanna sleep but i'm wide awake

And to this day I haven't found the perfect hide away

I wanna run but i'm tired

And every single day all I hear is the sounds of silence

I'm bound to find my own way out

I see the exit, but everything I feel is doubt

Cuz I don't know what i'm about or atleast not yet

See so many people smile while i'm still in debt

I'm in to deep, I wanna be free

But i've realised that pain is now a part of me...