Released on May 12, 2023

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[Intro]

Run away from the pain

Cause it feel much better

Run away from the pain

Hey look it’s Anwar

Cause it feel much better


[Verse 1]

And i'll admit, I've been lost in you, stuck up in those eyes

You shake me, wake me up, ain’t no fucking surprise

Said I've been getting too wasted, I don’t wanna face it

Can you tell that I’m feeling fucking anxious


[Chorus]

I've been on the pills I’ll admit it I don’t really wanna fucking feel

Show me something real like these demons and these dollar bills

Tell me what I gotta do to make you my main thing

Cause when I’m all alone I can’t maintain

Ive been on the pills I’ll admit it I don’t really wanna fucking feel

Show me something real like these demons and these dollar bills

Tell me what I gotta do to make you my main thing

Cause when I’m all alone I can’t maintain


[Verse 2]

I’m reading lullabies, 17, summertime

It’s kinda funny how I fucked up my life so many times and it came out right

I got expelled just to graduate early

I went to collage for more knowledge tryna blow up early

So how you tell me that I’m not right

This will be a long fight

Shawty mixed up my drugs like, this will be a long night

Everything you doing hoe, amazing me

But the way you say your words to me so crazily

Oh might overdose, if I don’t I’m coming close

Crash my whip into a parked car, oh shit, bloody nose

You’re the only thing that’s left that’s maybe saving me

But I’m falling in the ocean

Let go


[Chorus]

I've been on the pills I’ll admit it I don’t really wanna fucking feel

Show me something real like these demons and these dollar bills

Tell me what I gotta do to make you my main thing

Cause when I’m all alone I can’t maintain

Ive been on the pills I’ll admit it I don’t really wanna fucking feel

Show me something real like these demons and these dollar bills

Tell me what I gotta do to make you my main thing

Cause when I’m all alone I can’t maintain