Hook

Now i dont want to lose

I dont want to fail

Im just tryin win i pray to god that i prevail

Swear there's hella weight

We pulled it off the scale

Swear sights on heaven cause i swear im sick of hell

I dont want to lose i dont want to fail

I just wanna win

I pray to god that i prevail

I swear there's hella weight

We measured it on scales

Swear my sights on heaven cause i swear im sick of hell

Sick of hell

Verse 1

I know its hard to overcome when your lost and confuse

And you want to pay your dues but you lose everything you ever work for

In your life i know you prolly thought that you was right

I bet you was taught that to never fight

Even when society got you feeling strife

I know your sick of hell sick of sells sick of deals sick of pills sick of thrills

I understand that you wanna heal i understand that you wanna feel

Now you thinking of suicide got your mind pacing back and forth like suicides

Contemplating like who am i

Is this real am i real like am i really real

They say that love is pain so i guess that why im always hurting

Am i insane or will they yank me from the stage

Or close the curtain i put the gun to my brain and bloaw