Released on December 6, 2019

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[Verse 1]

I can’t escape this feeling

It’s eating me alive as I stare at the ceiling

I’m high again

So I won’t feel a thing

My mind’s beginning to decay

And everyone keeps telling me that I’ll be okay

But this misery

It’s fucking killing me


[Chorus]

And It feels like I’m losing my mind

Just wasting my time

As I sulk around pretending that everything’s fine

Where is my silver lining?

I’ve got to let go and try to leave this all behind me


[Verse 2]

Guess I’m calling it quits

Losing touch with reality

I can’t get a grip on anything

I need stability

This is all a facade

I’ll hide how I feel

Pretend I’m someone I’m not

For the sake of you

Got nothing left to lose


[Chorus]

And It feels like I’m losing my mind

Just wasting my time

As I sulk around pretending that everything’s fine

Where is my silver lining?

I’ve got to let go and try to leave this all behind me


[Bridge]

So lost inside my own head

Sat in a parking lot at 3AM

And tried to escape every word that you said

I dwell on things I can’t change

Wishing that I could turn another page

It feels like the world’s crashing down on me

I failed everything and everyone

And the worst of it has yet to come

I just hate myself too much to love anyone

And yeah I may be young but I’m not naïve

So I’ll keep screaming my lungs out ‘cause it’s plain to see

Things will never be the same

And I’ve got no one but myself to blame


[Chorus]

And It feels like I’m losing my mind

Just wasting my time

As I sulk around pretending that everything’s fine