There’s a car out by the meadow

It’s all rusted and decayed

I’ve been wandering out there to get away when I start to overthink

About the path I’m meant to follow

And all that’s standing in my way

I’m afraid if I abandon hope my fate might be the same

The pressure is building

Time is running out

I’ve been counting seconds

Can’t make up my mind

I’m always second guessing

If I fail

Can I pull my life together

No way I can know so I keep deflecting

Any thought I have but they just keep coming back

When you’re young they say you’re special

And you can follow all your drеams

But when you’re older thеy will say wake up and face reality

Now all you’ve got is a broken smile

From all the years you cut your teeth

And you were missing out on life

Waiting for what you won’t achieve

The pressure is building

Time is running out

I’ve been counting seconds

Can’t make up my mind

I’m always second guessing

If I fail

Can I pull my life together

No way I can know so I keep deflecting

Any thought I have but they just keep coming back

And it’s easy to say that I’m not giving up

(And it’s easy to say that I’m not giving up)

But it’s harder to face that it’s never enough

(But it’s harder to face that I’m still fuckin’ putting in effort when will it ever pay off)

It feels like it’s never enough

(All of this effort when will it ever pay off)

The pressure is building

Time is running out

I’ve been counting seconds

Can’t make up my mind

I’m always second guessing

If I fail

Can I pull my life together

No way I can know so I keep deflecting

Any thought I have but they just keep coming back