[Verse 1]

I was raised to think I was gonna die

Every time I told a damn good lie

God would strike me down with all his might

He was only waiting for the perfect time

Used to love a girl, used to love a man

Used to sin a lot just to test his plan

I was only searching for a reprimand

Instead I found a silence I could barely stand

Tried to heal the sick, tried to always pray

Tried to move a mountain with my ill fed faith

Went and told the gospel to an old friend's grave

Guess it's all in vain cause he was not saved

[Chorus]

I found myself, found myself

Found myself standing alone, at a crossroad

Told myself, told myself

I can find my way home

You keep laughing at my plans though

As if I'm the only one that only feels alive in the danger

As if I'm the only one that wanted to believe something greater

[Verse 2]

Used to raise my hands and then bow my head

Superstitious motions to decrease the dread

I was only bargaining with God and death

Only twenty-one, please don't take my breath

[Bridge]

I'm not really sure if he's all that mad

Kinda good at things that are not so bad

Haven't seen his face, haven't felt his hand

Either he's a phony or he understands

[Chorus]

I found myself, found myself

Found myself standing alone, at a crossroad

Told myself, told myself

I can find my way home

You keep laughing at my plans though

As if I'm the only one that only feels alive in the danger

As if I'm the only one that wanted to believe something greater

That wanted to believe something greater

(That wanted to believe something greater)

That wanted to believe something greater

(That wanted to believe something greater)

That wanted to believe something greater

(That wanted to believe something greater)

[Verse 3]

Cause they talk a big game when nothings wrong

There's nothing more to life but here and gone

Guess I could believe that there's something else

But I never really liked asking for help