Head in the Clouds - Intellectual

[Chorus: 500mph]

I been up for days with my head in the clouds

Three stories up and I'm never coming down

All my friends are dead so I never leave the house

Everybody so fake, only do it for the clout

I been in my room, tryna smoke away the pain

Drivin' through the night, I'm just tryna fade away

I know there's some things I could never fuckin' change

Wake up, new day, and it's all the fuckin' same

Circles under eyes, stubbled chin can't tell a lie

I been up a couple days, maybe 3 or maybe 5

Tell the truth, I guess I'm lucky that I'm even still alive

Tell the truth, my brain keeps telling me I'm better off to die

Throw the year away on a late night drive

Whole life been a mess, askin' why I even tried

Fantasize the rainbow, make my car slip off the side

I dive into the lake, but feel at peace when I collide

Tell my friends I love 'em, tell my momma dry her eyes

I think I'll be okay but right now, I'm just never fine

Tryna stay strong, all I ever do is climb

But I never reach the top and I'm runnin' out of time

Maybe I'll feel better after one last time

Momma told me I'm a star and I'm always gonna shine

But stars burn out, maybe I'm just in decline

I'm never put together and I'm losing my mind