When I wake up you're not here

I couldn't even really care

With shitty songs and alcohol

It's how I get through the you withdrawal

Sad but true it's how we cope

As loners tempted by the rope

Drugs I take help ease the pain

But something still persists in my brain

There's something wrong its hard to explain

The feeling goes then it's back again

Please god help me stop living the way that I am