[Verse 1]
Dear mom, it’s been a minute
I heard your car wash internship ain’t finished
Your grind still infinite
I know we live apart from each other
Which is weird for a son and mother
It don’t bother, tho I get it
Impressive how you still paying for my college tuition
Maybe Grandma gon view you properly different
That donut shop shutting down was a tragic event
Cause that’s the only thing making us like a family again
Now you got a new job, I don’t know where you live
Since you never telling me, I gon condone to your wish
Don’t get it twisted, I love you more than еver
I’m sorry that we couldn’t spend morе time together
Grandma told me that you borrow cash from her to invest
It ain’t success; you in debt and it’s harder to get you back
One day, hope you could pay her back with fundraise
So you don’t look like an outcast with us like Andre
[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder if I gon grow without you both
Everything I want to show, I’m doing better than you know
And maybe it’s hard to be a parent and stay in my memories
I know I’m messing up sometimes, but I still want you there for me
[Verse 2]
Dear dad, I know you struggle
To have a bond with me since we never touched or cuddled
You missed out on my childhood; it’s a hard pill to swallow
A hard trail to follow
Been an atheist since, cause what would god know
You got a new family now, and I’m slightly confused
I’m taking care of your kids and can’t find you approved
I’ll be honest, I don’t know you, and it’s rightfully true
And I’ll be damned if my idol was you
Never taught me how to drive, fist fight, or basketball
Never showed up on my parents' day or any festivals
Never on the table to tell me to eat my vegetables
Never tried to let you go, man, that was the best of all
Still I was a prodigy, talented, and I’m writing anthems
Taiwanese and handsome, now I’m feeling gassed up
But that was the truth, you gotta do what you do
I’m independent now, and I still want you to be you
[Chorus]
Sometimes I wonder if I gon grow without you both
Everything I want to show, I’m doing better than you know
And maybe it’s hard to be a parent and stay in my memories
I know I’m messing up sometimes, but I still want you there for me