Released on February 26, 2019

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Once again, with a sorrowful gaze

Eyes look back, peering deep into a broken heart

Watching as i tear away

The things that seem to, every day

Just leave me up in pieces being torn apart

Looking down i see

Every part of me

Feels like breaking after every single day

Most importantly

Something inside me

Keeps on aching knowing that i'll never be the same as them

I'll

Make a wish

Try to change what makes me who i am and

Give up on what bothers me i might as well not even try

Keep on hoping, so you'll see

There's nothing here but misery

You'll find that this is what i've come to be

Face the facts

I can't change them even if i try

Not meant to live life as a boy

So why must i be born this way?

Try again, day after day

To fix what causes my dismay

But give up knowing that i really might as well just die

Once again, with every passing day

Things get worse, like my body's being torn apart

Cry some more and waste away

It's not like i care anyway

What use is there in trying when it's plain as day

Looking down i see

Every part of me

Feels like breaking into tiny little shards

Most importantly

Something inside me

Knows it's pointless living if i'll never be like them

So

One more time

Try to change what makes me who i am and

Give up on what bothers me i might as well not even try

Keep on hoping, so you'll see

There's nothing here but misery

You'll find that this is what i've come to be

Face the facts

I can't change them even if i try

I can't live my life as a boy

So what if i was born this way?

Try again, day after day

To fix what causes my dismay

But give up knowing that i really might as well just

Try again

Deep inside i know just who i am

It doesn't matter what they say

So what if i was born this way?

Keep on hoping, so you'll see

I might just change who i can be

And live my life as the girl that i know i am and

Though you see

Every part of me

Feels like breaking after every single day

Most importantly

My heart keeps beating

I'll do anything it takes if i can be like all the rest