My heart

Is capable of bad things

My heart

Is the reason why I'm crying

My heart

Is ticking like a time bomb

My heart

Is wound tight like a nylon

My heart

Get a little bit heavy

My heart

Feels like a fucked up chevy

My heart

Is bound by ritual

My heart

Knows I'm more than individual

I open my mouth

These words come out

Not even I can understand me

I take a look at myself

And I can't fucking tell

If I'm worth any more than nothing

So I hold you so close

And we share the same clothes

I think that I am finally learning

How to control my thoughts

Keep myself in the dark

And teach myself how to be lucky

My heart

Thinks there's something in the dark hall

My heart

Thinks that I deserve to feel small

My heart is sleeping with the lights on

My heart

Is fucking scared that it might not be wrong

My heart

Tells me all the things I did wrong

My heart

Keeps telling me to move on

My heart

Knows I really really fucked up

My heart

Knows I still deserve a little love