Depart - Intellectual

[Pre-Chorus: Clover!]

It's 12 a.m., I'm staring at the ceiling

With blood pouring down my arm

I'm getting weak, I might succumb to the thoughts in my head

And the pain filling in my heart

You're the reason that I hold on, hold on, don't let go

I hold on to your love, but I know I'm not enough

If I lose you, I'm giving up

I-I-I-I run away from the thoughts I can't contain

I-I-It's trapped in my brain

Yeah, I feel it every day, e-e-every day

I-I-I-I run away, e-e-every day

I-I-I-I run away

I run away from my problems

I'd rather sit aside for a few years then solvе them

I wanna get away from the attеntion

'Cause I know that I'm pretentious, and it makes me think that you don't care at all

The quickest part of my heart is proving you won't survive

And lately you've been sucking, showing me your true intentions

I regret what I said, but I don't take it back at all

'Cause I know if I didn't leave, I'd still be fucked on alcohol