The Answer

By Anemic (Rapper)

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[Verse 1]

Bullying's happening world-wide, nobody knows how to solve it

Constant problems, and cases of suicide, people just can't get the solace

That they need, they're just pleading for a better time

A point in life where they aren't picked on and the hate can sublime

Fade away, this is a victim's life, he goes by Cory

Although he went through struggles, he fought to live to tell the story

Wanted to prevent this kind of shit any time in the future

Sometimes thinking it's useless but these people have gotta handle it smoother

His walls are closing in, he's got no room to move

Trapped by words, unhealthy mental state, everything to lose

It's not news to Cory that he's constantly being bullied

His mom talks shit, his peers pick on him 'cause they don't understand his life fully

He doesn't know how to cope as if he's lost all hope

But nope, he's just gonna stop the urges now and mope

He knows it'll go away sooner or later and that his life will maybe get better

He's just gotta think to himself that pain doesn't last forever

He's been confused for days, bullying's left him phased

In the haze of the pain, his resilience up to this day has left himself amazed

How he's gone this far through hearing words that hurt

Being beat day after day, it's making his state worse

All he can do is pray and hope his resilience doesn't stop

He's gotta keep his bit of strength up, he's stronger than he thought

His mind told him "Just end yourself, and just make the pain go away"

But in tears, his gut and his heart says "You can't just go that way"

He's thinking to himself on why it'd be selfish

Just because people make him feel like shit, but let's be honest, he can't help this

Every time someone calls him a little pussy, he just starts to cry

And gets insulted even more, and that's right when the thoughts strike

Battling himself, internal conflict sounds like nonsense

He only ever had one friend by his side who gave him content

But he was gone, on vacation, the only one who calmed him down

He's freaking out with the shit he feels, who will calm him now?

Cory brought this to his counselor asking what to do

But the advice was "Tell us who it is" as if he knew

He was clueless to the fact that it would only go from bad to worse

If he snitches, he'll be called a bitch and a prick, and jammed in a locker head first

He refused to tell him, and let the thoughts just run through his mind

Inclined to remind himself why he should be alive

What he'd lose if he died right now

So his mind and his heart told him to live and made a vow

But one day, he went to school, teachers treating him differently

"Sensitive" since they knew his issues

But incidentally, the bullies knew too

Came up to him said "listen, talk again and we'll leave you in stitches"

Slammed him against a locker, no teachers were present

On the floor in tears, ran out the school, maybe home will be more pleasant

Nope, he was dead wrong, his mom asked why he cut class

He mentioned the bullies, she told him to get over it then beat his ass

He was in bruises, didn't have a clue what to do

Would've called Child Services, but they couldn't afford phone service

So he just ran from his mother and locked himself in his room

Pouring tears, counted the scars on his wrist, one for every time pain was consumed

Grabbed the knife and watched it as it slowly bled

No roses come from this pain, just some fluids that made his wrist red

He can't go back to school and couldn't go to a friend's

He was beat if he stayed home, and his strength has reached in end

It was about 10 am, so he walked outside in the peaceful planes

Calm terrain, walked by some rail road tracks by a street lane

About every day at that time, a train came by

The thing making him happy at the same was the beautiful skies

It made him smile, he watched cars drive by before the train sounded

Cory took out his old phone, recorded something, darkness surrounded him

Crying, he jumped in front of the train and killed himself

Took his life, his questions unanswered "Why do people bully?" and "Will I go to Hell?"