Redemption

By Anemic (Rapper)

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[Verse 1]

I rewrote my story, started over my odyssey

Honestly, I'm exhausted of not handling this properly

Amid this world with sodomy, you treat me like your property

Because of what I've done when I ignored the prophecy

I was a prick to Jace because it's reward gets me off

But that's what my revelation was, like a bomb it sets me off

I needed to make a change to avoid danger

I had to wake up and take up redemption sooner or later

My skylights gleamed and I knew what I had to do

Apologize, and that is exactly what I rap to you

I wish for forgiveness for the shit that I've done

The path I must take now shines brighter than the sun

Matt, I know I've been a bad human being

But now the light has guided me to what I should be seeing

We've collaborated regardless of the fact that I was a jerk

I was inconsiderate and made everybody else hurt

I was rude and it was crude to do this shit again

But I've got a path to amend, and hope to repent for my sin

You can skin me alive because I've lost reason to strive

The last motherfucker alive lost his unbroken stride

The tale spoken tells you I'm unbroken and untouched

Legacies to live on, our hands still clutched

The suspense brings me back to the question

Why do some of you think my journey will lead to regression?


[Verse 2]

This isn't a monarchy, but all the mediocrity

In this country makes me feel animosity

Anemia - you could look it up in an encyclopedia

"A lack of vitality," not true, ask the social media

Don't duffer from catatonic schizophrenia

If you get too excited, you'll fuse and have amnesia

But back to the story, we all have big goals

Searching our souls that are now anemic as charcoal

This searching has no more point than a couch

There isn't any (and then some) without a doubt

We're doing things without purpose or cause

Just the souls that we lost tryna fix out flaws

We aim for perfection and forget the actual fact

Factually, if you seek something bleak, you'll never escape the attack

But what you lack is guidance and true perception

A spirit to be lifted to aim towards your redemption

You're rubbing off on me, all of your wisdom

But I want to ventilate and get the hat out of my system

But really, that's what got me here initially

I individually acted in anger hypocritically

Tryna say sorry for stealing your light tonight

I paved for what I craved, my redemption out of sight

You act like I incite all this shit intentionally

But eventually, disbelief will bite you in the ass like a centipede

Darkness constantly surrounds the galaxy

Rapidly, stars collide at the sound of rapping MCs

I'm nervously waiting for the final collision

The course I imagined, the thing I always invisioned


[Outro]

You have one final decision to make

You can redeem me or let my shining stars fade

Don't let the collision of fate die because of my actions

Word-clashing, trappin' the niggas you were accused of attackin'

I can't do anything but take what I said back

I'm not full black, but I can scream at the battle clap

Before the battle's over, supply me with one answer

Will you redeem me for all the things that I've clashed for