[Hook]

I used to be patient

I used to be restless

Used to dress to impress

I used to be insecure

Wanted to settle the score

I used to always wanna

Prove myself

Explain myself

Explain my tracks

Explain my struggles

I used to be cold, I wanted to cuddle

I used to be single, I wanted to mingle

Used to fall in love with bad bitches

Wanted to see ass jingles and fake titties

I used to be honest

I used to tell the truth

I used to hop on the booth

And ask my niggas to hop

And I used to let him flop

And I used to let shit slide

I used to abide

Fuck the law and who made it

Waitin' on my results but told my momma

I made it

Used to believe in myself

I used to believe in my friends

Shit to even think I ever had friends

Getting depressed, I used to always wanna

Kill myself and slit my throat

Take a mirror, watch myself on choke

Asking myself

'Homie where is your fam? While you dying inside'

You know what happens when you come inside

Got a life on the line

Said I'm losing my time

I'm not a cop, I ain't fighting no crime

[Post-Hook]

"Uhmm, I'm chasing, I'm chasing time

I'm chasing uh the future, you know?

Because at this moment there's just so many

Of us in the game, doing this and

And tryna make it out

[Verse]

I'm so tired of being a used to

Don't ever you say I played you

Remember when you said I used you

You used to love me, I still love you

I'm still surprised that I let you go

I fell in love with your mind

Your thoughts, your ways

And you're kind

I'm still shook 'cause you left me behind

All the love, all the memories

All the pictures we took, all the energy

I don't wanna love no more

I'm so done being a fool

But you know we're still cool

All the fame shit, I wanna lose it

All the fake friends, I wanna lose 'em

I'm so done being a fool

You need to know it ain't cool

I'm so done being a fool

And you need to know it ain't cool

Yeah, yeah, yeah

If I told you that I love you

Would you believe me?

I'm slowly getting back to my old self

Took the gun out the shelf

Point it straight to my head

I'm really tryna get myself killed

I feel like life's no more

I feel the void in my heart

I don't even see the shine anymore

I don't even see the stars in the sky

Kill me, never bring me back

Maybe not on this planet

Maybe not on this planet

[Hook]

I used to be patient

I used to be restless

Used to dress to impress

I used to be insecure

Wanted to settle the score

I used to always wanna

Prove myself

Explain myself

Explain my tracks

Explain my struggles

I used to be cold, I wanted to cuddle

I used to be single, I wanted to mingle

Used to fall in love with bad bitches

Wanted to see ass jingles and fake titties

I used to be honest

I used to tell the truth

I used to hop on the booth

And ask my niggas to hop

And I used to let him flop

And I used to let shit slide

I used to abide

Fuck the law and who made it

Waitin' on my results but told my momma

I made it

Used to believe in myself

I used to believe in my friends

Shit to even think I ever had friends

Getting depressed, I used to always wanna

Kill myself and slit my throat

Take a mirror, watch myself on choke

Asking myself

'Homie where is your fam? While you dying inside'

You know what happens when you come inside

Got a life on the line

Said I'm losing my time

I'm not a cop, I ain't fighting no crime