This should be a letter to myself

A letter for my health, not a letter I should sell

This adversity been hurting me and only time will tell…

When it’s gone stop? When it’s gone end?

Got a couple foes and I turned them to my friends

Pulled up in the Chi, end my night by getting drenched

Money I would spend…

We was at the impound, tell me how you get down

Down like that, broken heart, frown like that

Blap, Blap, Blap

Clapping cheeks could sound like that

Turn the sound down, they can hear the sound of fap, damn

I’m alone on my dark days

Why the fuck we drive on the park way?

Why the fuck we park in the drive way?

Why the fuck my neighbor speaking to me sideways?

SoundCloud streams had 26k

Stream of consciousness, don’t give a fuck ‘bout what I say

Had my baby wetter than a stream, I’m getting laid

All them fucking streams but still I’m barely getting paid…

I’m in a hospital bed

Thinking could I get myself some hospital head

Thinking how I’m stupid as a mug

Let them cut me up and pump my body full of drugs

Opiated, fenty all in my shit

Glitter all on my bae

Fenty all on my (laughs)

I don’t wanna fuck no hoes

Mentally I’m on some shit

I fell off my routine

Ghosted my therapist, I’m…

Toxic like Fukushima

I dropped the ball like FEMA

Mack ‘til I’m tired, Reba

Hopped on the call with preacher

He claimed the blood of Jesus

Need a couple blessings in my life

Took some L’s, but consider that my lessons

Getting right, getting left left a nigga full of spite…

See my niggas pour the lean in the bottle full of sprite…

They was leaning

I remember me and Lena we had had a little light…

For a season, yeah

Mary had a little bit of lamb

Claiming she was vegan, I don’t really give a damn

And my nigga Dyyo said to see him with the hands…

That’s a handstand…