Released on October 31, 2019

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[Intro]

There's no way that I'm going out to the bar with you tonight

It's just not very becoming of me today

And I'm so goddamn tired of people asking me

"What have you been up to since high school?

I heard you went on tour, did you come back famous?"

(Oh-oh-oh-oh)


[Verse 1]

Fuck no, I didn't, I guess you could say

I made up for the money I lost in experience

(I still went out and tried it, didn't I?)

(I still went out and tried it, didn't I?)

I'm driving back to the suburbs with indifference

To everyone who thinks they have an opinion

(You still stayed home and drowned yourself in wine)

(You still stayed home and drowned yourself in wine)

I think we're over past due on a revenue

Yeah, I think we're over past due on a revenue

I'm starting to believe less and less

In celebrating without accomplishment


[Chorus]

Maybe it's so, and maybe it's so

That you need me as much as I need you

That you need me as much as I need you

You'll find out slow, you'll find out slow

That you need me as much as I need you

That you need me as much as I need you


[Verse 2]

Are we real friends or am I an accessory?

A friend is a gift that you give yourself until your enemies

Yeah, I see how it is

Must we justify our friendship through a pic in the mirror?

Verify it by cyber strangers?

My dignity is in major danger, maybe it's a blessing in disguise

That we don't see eye to eye anymore

I don't feel like touching that much anymore, I'd rather talk

And I don't feel like drinking that much anymore

I'd rather think about what's in store in my future


[Bridge]

Shit, I should have probably gone to college

Instead of shows and racking up the mileage

I know those DIY venues and shows

Littered in PBRs was lots of fun

Had no intention of doing that for too long

I had to take it back to the 661

Last night in downtown Bakersfield at 3am

I blew a .09 and spent the night in jail

It's not supposed to be like this

For God sakes, I was an honor role student from Stockdale

Its not supposed to be like this

I pray they never find out what I send in the mail

It's not supposed to be like this

A young boy doing crazy shit, I'd better never fail


[Outro]

Somehow I don't mind that I fucked up so hard

Life just keeps going

Somehow I don't mind that I fucked up so hard

Life just keeps going