Second Thoughts

By Andrei Lucas

On Paradise Passé

Released on May 21, 2021

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I look a lot like my dad in the morning

The puffy eyes that we have in the morning

From all the work and from all of the worries

From all the pain

I look a lot at myself in the morning

Sometimes I won’t recognise but I’m falling

I had to fight with the thoughts that demolished

My everything

But today I’m letting go I f**k it all

Today I’m crying in my bed alone

I’ve been my own life coach

I’ve tried every approach

I’ve been trying so hard to move on

I needed to fight myself to win myself

But everywhere I go

I Feel the same, feel the same

I loose my way

I’ve gone back to that dark place again

Where I’m having second thoughts

Where I’m having second thoughts

I needed to fight myself to win myself

But everywhere I go

I feel the same, I feel the same

I loose my way

Ohh

I’ve gone back to that dark place again

Where I’m having second thoughts

Where I’m having second thoughts

Cause I think I’m not enough

No

No I think I’m not enough

No I don’t care where tomorrow heads

Tomorrow is just another cliche

And I still pretend that I’m okay

In this paradise passe

But today I’m letting go I f**k it all

Today I’m crying in my bed alone

I’ve been my own life coach

I’ve tried every approach

I’ve been trying so hard to move on

I needed to fight myself to win myself

But everywhere I go

I Feel the same, feel the same

I loose my way

I’ve gone back to that dark place again

Where I’m having second thoughts

Where I’m having second thoughts

I needed to fight myself to win myself

But everywhere I go

I feel the same, I feel the same

I loose my way

Ohh

I’ve gone back to that dark place again

Where I’m having second thoughts

Where I’m having second thoughts

Cause I think I’m not enough

No

No I think I’m not enough

I’d go back

I’d go back

I’d go back

But I wouldn’t change a thing

No I wouldn’t change a thing

I needed to fight myself to win myself

But everywhere I go

I Feel the same, feel the same

I loose my way

I’ve gone back to that dark place again

Where I’m having second thoughts

Where I’m having second thoughts

I needed to fight myself to win myself

But everywhere I go

I feel the same, I feel the same

I loose my way

Ohh

I’ve gone back to that dark place again

Where I’m having second thoughts

Where I’m having second thoughts

Cause I think I’m not enough

Oh

No I think I’m not enough