[Intro]

I just wanna know what makes us change

Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside?

Is it what I define as a friend or a foe?

I guess that I’ll never know

[Verse 1]

Fake motherfuckers in the business

Watching all your friends and fam diminish

Why did I get all up in my feelings, make a track and make a living?

I'm in now, uh

And I can't turn back, but I can see that I ain’t letting everything change

And I'm making everyone's day when they see that

I'm a little kid they never thought that I would make it, yeah

But I made it, yeah

And I say that I ain't never changing, yeah

But I guess you left for many reasons, yeah

And I'm living on cloud 9 now

But I can't help falling out

Put the pen and paper down

See the people opposing me disappearing now, uh

[Chorus]

I just wanna know what makes us change

Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside?

Is it what I define as a friend or a foe?

I guess that I'll never know

I just wanna know what makes us change

Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside?

Is it what I define as a friend or a foe?

I guess that I'll never know

[Verse 2]

And I'm feeling like I'm picking friends just to lose 'em

But I guess I'm in a position to get used to it

Truth it is not the move to quit, but I'm pursuing it

I can't commit, not if this is the life that I live

But I guess it is

Disciplines that I ain't learned to fit, the size is just too big

To prove it my belt is shit

Said I've dealt with this for too long

And I've made a little money and made the bills small

But ain't making enough in the home and

I'm selfish to keep a check all to myself to buy a drink for this song

And apologies don't mean a thing to me

And a lot of me's not supposed to be fighting

I ain't strong enough, my arms are weak

To carry all of the weight that my eyes can see, uh

[Chorus]

I just wanna know what makes us change

Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside?

Is it what I define as a friend or a foe?

I guess that I'll never know

I just wanna know what makes us change

Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside?

Is it what I define as a friend or a foe?

I guess that I'll never know

[Verse 3]

I guess I can't accept myself and I'm in hell

'Cause I don't know if my intentions ever add up well

Oh, well I’ll never know if I should ever sell my soul

I'll never know if I should quit

I'll never know if I should live with this

“Music-making man” I mean, I guess

I'm writing back and forth against my best

My passion is bipolar now

But, a part of me's certain that bars are weak

And I'm hardly reaching further to make 'em better

At least I make 'em in general and I know

I'm making fans just to lose 'em

And I know I'm making justification for my excuses

And I pry 'em ruthless

I pride them, truth is

That I'm fighting new shit I ain't used to deal with

And I think I'm a realist, had to figure it out

That I ain't the perfect person that I thought I'm about

Had to act like a man and I mean I guess that I'm proud

But I ain't ever thought about the problems that would arouse, so

I'll make amends with my emotions

And I'll make some friends and hope that

I don't make a mess with pride and gloating

'Cause that’s how I never knew what made me broken

[Chorus]

I just wanna know what makes us change

Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside?

Is it what I define as a friend or a foe?

I guess that I'll never know

I just wanna know what makes us change

Is it the person inside of my brain, or is it on the outside?

Is it what I define as a friend or a foe?

I guess that I'll never know