[Verse 1]

I can’t keep falling for these boys that never want me

They never want me

I can’t keep hurting myself when I hate my body

It’s not good for me

[Pre-Chorus]

My pillowcase’s all I have left, smell of your honesty stuck on my breath

Who would’ve thought a lie would be best for us?

The only choice I have to make next, is how to continue

When you up & left

Hurts a lot more, coming from someone you trust

[Chorus]

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Addicted to the things that hurt me so bad

I always want whatever I can’t have

Whеn did I turn so blue, blue, blue?

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They told me not to try the things, I’d go mad

Like boys & poison found on the internet

Why’d I have to fall for you, you, you?

[Verse 2]

How do I keep finding the ones that just walk away

They all walk away

How does the world go ‘round when I’m stuck in the same place

Stuck in the same place

[Pre-Chorus]

It doesn’t sting when they bring it up

I think that maybe I’ve become numb

What does a girl do when the one she loves

Can’t seem to get it together enough

For her to become the only one

He ever wants to touch

[Chorus]

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Addicted to the ones that hurt me so bad

I always want whatever I can’t have

When did I turn so blue, blue, blue?

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They told me not to try the things, I’d go mad

Like boys & poison found on the internet

Why’d I have to fall for you, you, you?

[Verse 3]

You don’t have to come around again

Say the two words you never said

I’ll melt away and find someone new to

Fill all the space you left in me

Smoke in my lungs, it’s hard to breathe

You just fall back and are new

[Bridge]

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You hurt me so bad

Someone, I can’t have

You made me blue, blue, blue

[Chorus]

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Addicted to the things that hurt me so bad

I always want whatever I can’t have

When did I turn so blue, blue, blue?

Relapse

They told me not to try the things, I’d go mad

Like boys & poison found on the internet

Why’d you make me fall for you, you, you?