Released on September 28, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Another line on the page I throw out

Another sight on display, I throw up

Anesthetized, I'm back here again, swallow down

What's left to find in this place? I go out


[Chorus 1]

And all I see, it can't be named

Just what I see, it has me believin' that I

Am not here to stay


[Post-Chorus 1]

And that's okay

Yeah, that's alright


[Verse 2]

I saw my future today, I did well

Was it Wellbutrin or fame? I can't tell

It's something new and I'm desperate for change, might as well

I guess I'm used to this game of myself


[Chorus 2]

And all I hear, it calls my name

Just what I hear, it caused me to fear that the end

Is not far away


[Post-Chorus 1]

And that's okay

Yeah, that's alright


[Verse 3]

Another lie on the page I show off

A new disguise for the day I wake up

But who decides when nobody's offering? Ha, ha, ha

I guess I'll try a new face I don't love


[Chorus 3]

And all I feel, it brings me shame

Just what I feel, it caused me to deal with my mind

In dangerous ways


[Post-Chorus 1]

And that's okay

Yeah, that's alright


[Verse 4]

I filled the sky with your names and fell down

Hospitalized for three days, I fucked up

But in my eyes were friends dyin' everywhere, all my fault

I guess I'll find in this place a new song


[Chorus 4]

And all I love, it don't exist

So I guess that's one to add to the list of the ways

I'm misunderstood


[Post-Chorus 2]

And that's no good

But I think I'll be alright


[Bridge]

For every time you tried to help

You fucked it up but meant so well

Every time you told yourself

"It gets good, no, it gets better"

It seems you're cursed from the start

You struggle just to play the part

Death by a broken heart

Waitin' for it to get better

And if you can't get used to this

You'd better start to work through it

You're chasin' carrots on a stick

But I won't stop 'til it gets better

And every time you stayed awake

For every little choice you made

It's over now, accept your fate

This is you now, this is you

Ho-oh-oh-oh

Ho-oh-oh-oh

Woah-oh-oh-oh


[Outro]

This is, this is you, this is you

This is you, this is you

This is you, this is you

This is you, this is you

This is you, this is you

This is you, this is you

This is you, this is you

This is you