Walking towards the house

Not sure if I’m asleep or dead

The ravens call for me

To rest my weary head

Have I become a ghost?

Can others see me at all?

Do they know I’ve lived a thousand lives for them?

And yet I ask for nothing in return

The suffering incurred

Through separation

Pathologize my existence

Repress the beauty in a single moment

I forgive you for what you’ve done to me

Its time to move on from this suffering

I won’t ever be the same

I can’t go back to the way it used to be

There’s something more, I can’t explain

I gave up trying

And it set me free

Time has dissolved

The concrete cage has lifted

I cannot fear myself

If I do not exist

I do not exist

I do not exist