I've been cheating myself for too long

Living as if i was going nowhere

And I know it's wrong

I've been fighting myself for too long

I try, really try to keep my head up high

And I know it's wrong

And I should really know better

But it's been so long;

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I know how I feel

But I'm afraid to show it

Inside it's so real

But no one else would know it

The whole truth and no lies

Cutting deeper, I can hear my soul cry

Come on Testify, Come on Testify

I've been lying to myself for too long

Silence.... was my only comfort

And I know it's wrong

But I can't change the weather

It's been too long;

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To the friends that I've lost on the way

To the friends I've been pushing away

You could say that I've made it

But I'm jaded

And inside I'm falling;

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I've been fighting

Myself for too long

And I've been hating

Myself for too long