[Chorus]

Today was fuckin' weird

I wanna just forget

And maybe disappear

And never leave my bed

I just need a good cry

Then I'll be alright

[Verse 1]

I don't feel it till it comes up and it rarely does

I keep a smile and my two thumbs up, and stay fairly buzzed

Just to avoid the questions

I know I look my best when

I am a whole mess

Doin' demons like Tekken

[Pre-Chorus]

I don't wanna talk about it

I just wanna cry

I know I got all of this love around me

Cranes in the sky be cloudin'

All my sunny days like fireworks, Fourth of July

I'm shoutin', inside my mind

It's how I maintain my pride

[Chorus]

Today was fuckin' weird

I wanna just forget

And maybe disappear

And never leave my bed

I just need a good cry

Then I'll be alright

[Verse 2]

I try to move as healthy as I can

But how could I verbalize what you won't understand?

Look, I've tried it all, trust me

I just cover the ugly

Cause it's easier on everyone

If nobody knows but me

[Pre-Chorus]

I don't wanna talk about it

I just wanna cry

I know I got all of this love around me

Cranes in the sky be cloudin'

All my sunny days like fireworks, Fourth of July

I'm shoutin', inside my mind

It's how I maintain my pride

[Chorus]

Today was fuckin' weird

I wanna just forget

And maybe disappear

And never leave my bed

I just need a good cry

Then I'll be alright