Hook : [Hxlex]

Every promise that i made i break

Over

And over

And every time i say i'll stay i leave

Over

Over again

Every

Pre-Chorus : [AMillz]

Every promise that i made

They all stayed the same

Every promise that you broke

I'm the one they blame

Verse 1 : [AMillz]

This guilt that i keep brings the memories to me

As i open these doors and i don't have your key

When we shared the same breath and now i can't breathe

The pain inside now you're not dead to me

Then the time heals all but i should just let it be

Drinks to the brain I'm going insane

Feelings are gone i'm numb to the pain

Feelings hurt again but the love stays the same

Flip of a coin didn't double in the game

Now I'm lost inside and i dunno where to go

In the dreams that you visit all i see is your ghost

I wish you were here but if you were i would choke

My only last words to you would be i'm not a joke

The gem to my juul but i don't wanna smoke

The one that i love and the one that i broke

And the things aren't the same and i dunno what to say

I told you i'm sorry wanna say it to your face

You never went ghost you always left a trace

I'm dying to talk but i wanna give you space

In the world of opportunities i'm lost in this place

In a world full of judgement you're not the case

I had to walk away i had to take the base

Wish it was fixed i want out the brace

Hook : [Hxlez]

Every promise that i made i break

Over

And over

And every time i say i'll stay i leave

Over

Over again

Every

Pre-Chorus : [AMillz]

All the time we spent

Did it all go to waste

Our memories start to fade

Now Its hard to see your face

Verse 2 : [AMillz]

I just need time so i can find myself

The way that I grieved wasn't good for my health

I looking for this help but i'm feeling this pain

I'm losing my shit, i'm going insane

Your picture on the wall and now it starts to fade

I'm blocking out the light my memories fade the same

You took the blame but I always felt the shame

I'm saying those things‚ i'm saying you changed

Its now clear to me now i was really fucked up

Withdrawal from the drug when i was love drunk

No more relations that ship sunk

Had to pack your bags put em in the truck

It pains me to see all those pictures of we

When a picture with your ex is a picture of me

I'm hurting inside and it feels hard to breathe

My chest get tight every time i see

I picture of us when we were happy

I miss all the times that we spent together

But I’m stuck in the rain man fuck all the weather

I'm glad that your happy living your best life

I'm numbing this pain lets get high like a kite

But I Want you in my future tell me if its bright

Just as a friend cuz i don't wanna‚ fight

Verse 3 : [Hxlez]

Just give me some time

To sort out my mind

I want to help us

Find a place we trust

Just close your eyes

Need i remind

You’ve held me before

So‚ just take your time

You'll reach the other side

Before tonight

Just close your eyes

Just take a breath

You’ll fight another day

Until sunrise

Just close your eyes

Hook : [Hxlez]

Every promise that i made i break

Over

And over

And every time i say i'll stay i leave

Over

Over again

Every