Kick It! - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Single me sittin' here talkin' to a beat, just ponderin'

Thinkin' like my troubles are so fuckin' deep

I'ma try and write a song about 'em

And I put thought into 'em

And this ones' vibes I feel lonely, I'm cold

I got a lot of venom

In my veins, while I try to spit it out

It may seem that I'm lackin' in words, oh

I don't think this could do no harm, no

I don't think they will feel no sorrow

Cause at the same time I'm on a call, talkin' to homies

Feelin' abandoned, like Scrappy Doo

A girl sits, fingers interlocked

With hope for even one call but no one does

With no outlet so insides stuck inside

And she cries tryin' to turn herself inside-out

Doubt folks will notice the marks or dried tears

As the blood colors her arm, there's relief

From the pain and stress like regret sex

Mixed with an ex and ecstasy, uh

A seasoned vet at remaining plain

She tugs her sleeves and leaves

Through another pane, visible is me

I'm feelin really down, so low

Yet there's some bitch to my left so I'm not solo

How can I be so cold? I don't know her

But for the night, I'll be her soldier

How fuckin' noble of me to use my sheets to shield a storm

But then I gotta fly at dawn

Who knew that she could be so strong

Yeah, look at me, what a hero

And then I wonder why I feel so

I really wonder why I feel so, alone

[Chorus]

It's a beautiful morning to express

This mess, that I've made

Come that pivotal time when I'll unwind

And that chair, from beneath

I, I, I just kick it

I just kick it

[Verse 2]

Now that you in this deep, let's dig in

Spin to the end for the twist

Like if you listened to this on a disc, that's clever

Jokin', I'm having a mini stroke, though

On the inside I'm trying to cry out

In pieces, my mind is

Lesions appear in x-rays

My ex lays down next to some other dude

And so I town prowl once the day greets the night

It's alright, so far

But not far I spot this time-bombshell and approach

Just seconds behind this

That insecure girl from before is seated upon a stool

Tuggin' on her sleeve to make sure

Nobody passin' at her, though, what the fuck?

She like a Tonka Truck for Make-A-Wish

Ready to give back

But ain't nobody givin' it to her, she lackin'

They attackin' other holes but wit her

It ain't fuckin' happening until wait, wait

Mr. Right takes flight and slides over

Sizes thick thighs, taps her right shoulder, it's on

A ray of hope, she feels strong a bit when the tides shift

I'm lookin at her, she lookin at me too

Mouths get to movin' and soothin' the blue

We're back at her flat now, she don't do this

Fist-full of me in throat

Truth gets blurred as she throws do I care for her

But I been here before, I ain't shacklin' my feet

We hit and then I distance me right out the door

She's all alone, still I'm so... alone