(Intro)

I didn't make this to be a hit song

Just something to reminisce on

Now when the sun bites the bullet

And the moon pulls its curtain

One thing that I learned for certain

In this circuit circus

Shit may not be perfect

All this hurting we ain't deserve it

But I'd be damned if it ain't worth it

Cause at least I had you

(Hook)

I should be weeping

Should go without sleeping

I go to bed thinking

Dreaming, one day

I feel you come on

Come on back to me, yeah

I should be weeping

Should go without sleeping

I go to bed thinking

Dreaming, one day

I feel you come on

Come on back to me, yeah

(Verse 1)

It's death before dishonor

As I step before you, honor

Caught up in all the karma

Our childhood trauma taught us

Regardless if I was guarded

Be heartless if I would tarnish

I'm the farthest from my father

I fell as soon as I saw her

Body like Nefertiti

But mindset more like Afeni

Sprinkle in some Neruda

And add a little dash of Nietzsche

Intuitive and dreamy

See leaving never gets easy

The sexiest part about her

Is the fact that she don't need me

She'll be better on my own

'Least be as fine as me

It's not sublime I must concede

About as fine as fine can be

Neither happy or saddened

Just thankful it happened

Too painful to bask in

Collapsing and asking

Should've, could've's, the tragic

Taxing, what could've masked this?

No malice up in these fragments

My heart happens to be smashed in

Kintsugi used it to fasten

The beauty of golden accents

Sometimes I lie on my mattress

Before I drift into vastness

There's still nights that I imagine

(Hook)

I should be weeping

Should go without sleeping

I go to bed thinking

Dreaming, one day

I feel you come on

Come on back to me, yeah

I should be weeping

Should go without sleeping

I go to bed thinking

Dreaming, one day

I feel you come on

Come on back to me, yeah

(Verse 2)

Whether I'm Clapton collapsing

As he's grasping his tablets

In the dessert or better

More like Lennon and Lucy

A pension for cruising

In marmalade musings

The sun's introducing

But it don't seem to move me

In the way it would usually

Just sulk in sedation

What we shared was sacred

Though we didn't make it

Hope your family mediated

Your stress is alleviated

And most importantly

I just hope you're appreciated