[Verse]
I'm bleedin' out, I'm layin' here
My eyes hurt from holding back tears
But it's my fault, and I made this
All the chaos, I create this
I'm self-destructive, I really don't know how to act
I think I've ruined almost every friendship that I've had
But it's my fault, and I made this
All the chaos, I create this
[Chorus]
I blew up on you, and for that, I'm sorry
And all those words I said, I hope you know they aren't me
I'm suicidal, then I'm ready to party
This is the life of the BPD Barbie
[Outro]
I'm bleedin' out, I'm layin' here
My eyes hurt from holding back tears
I'm bleedin' out, I'm layin' here
My eyes hurt from holding back tears