[Verse 1]
Fuck’s sake, I think my brain could lately use a software update
I can’t remember the last night I wasn’t up late
I think my doctor meant a different drug than what my friends do at clubs
When they say to uptake
Tough break, but sometimes we gotta catch ‘em
‘Cause life is way too clever, she don’t work how we imagine
Back then, I only wiped a tear when it had come from laughing
Sometimes I look around and ask "What happened?", yeah
[Chorus]
These days, I barely open up my Instagram
These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams
Lay awake as I’m staring at my ceiling fan
Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends
[Post-Chorus]
Oh-oh-oh, It can get hard to breathe
And then my heart starts to bleed
Turn my pain off
Oh-oh-oh, I can’t control part of me
So hit control, alt, delete
Turn my brain off
[Verse 2]
Just wait (Damn), let me close out some tabs
Too many open in my mind, I think my system might crash
It’s hard to live inside the moment when you froze on the past
What if I don’t want the answers to the question I have?
Like OCD, ADHD, thank you random PhD
Overthink, over drink, someone check my BAC
What I know, up in smoke, someone rolled a THC
I must’ve missed the wake up call, my phone' on DND
[Chorus]
These days, I barely open up my Instagram
These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams
Lay awake as I’m staring at my ceiling fan
Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends
These days, I barely open up my Instagram
These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams
Lay awake as I’m staring at my ceiling fan
Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends
[Post-Chorus]
Oh-oh-oh, It can get hard to breathe
And then my heart starts to bleed
Turn my pain off
Oh-oh-oh, I can’t control part of me
So hit control, alt, delete
Turn my brain off
[Outro]
Oh-oh-oh, It can get hard to breathe
And then my heart starts to bleed
Turn my pain off
Oh-oh-oh, I can’t control part of me
So hit control, alt, delete
Turn my brain off