It's 2 am

The lights are off

And I'm just laying down

Contemplating on some things that I've tried

To take apart and analyze

Crowding on my mind

Tell me if I have enough time

For myself

By myself

And I always let my pride get in the way

To call for help

But is there help?

Cause all these so called friends I have

They always say I'm down for you

But no you not

You take for granted what you got

If you ever come around

It's only when those bottles pop

But never when I'm down

I swear I think I give too much

To people nowadays

Maybe I should stop to give a fuck

But I can't, no matter how hard I try

Cause I care about your happiness more than I care for mine

And I think it finally took its toll

Cause I realize I'm better off alone

So I'm ma let it go tonight

Oh I'm ma let it go tonight

And I think I had enough

No, I know I had enough

I gave you my all

That you would take advantage of

And I'm sick of being used

Instead of being loved

And I miss having those friends

The ones that you can trust

So I lay down in my room

And I'm flipping through the pages

We hope for something new

But never ready for the changes

So this is where I stand

And I hope you understand

That I ain't going to let you be the one that holds me back

So I'm ma let you go tonight

I'm ma let you go tonight

I'm ma let you go tonight

I'm ma let you go tonight

Oh I'm ma let you go tonight