Released on July 24, 2026

8K Views

Thumbnail

[Chorus]

And your thoughts are in my head

The nights you'd spill your guts to me

And your taste is in my mouth

But I'm washing out the dreams

With this liquor that I found

Two years back from Christmas Eve

And I love you, but I hate you for not loving me


[Verse 1]

And I know two years has past

And I shouldn't ever want you back

But getting you to touch me was a task

But not when you wanted me like that

And I knew what you were after

It was painted on your face

But how could I blame you for how I'm feeling

When I allowed myself to stay?


[Chorus]

And your thoughts are in my head

The nights you'd spill your guts to me

And your taste is in my mouth

But I'm washing out the dreams

With this liquor that I found

Two years back from Christmas Eve

And I love you, but I hate you for not loving me


[Verse 2]

Now you're calling me, no caller ID

It's 3 and you're drunk off Daniel's

And you're asking me what bottle to drink

Or what strand that you should smoke off of

And you used to stay sober, you used to stay clean

'Cause you know what all that shit did to me

And you wanna be held, and you wanna be seen

So I'm begging you, see what you're doing to me


[Chorus]

And your thoughts are in my head

The nights you'd spill your guts to me

And your taste is in my mouth

But I'm washing out the dreams

With this liquor that I found

Two years back from Christmas Eve

And I love you, but I hate you for not loving me

And I love you, but I hate you for not loving me