[Verse 1]

I don't have money for hair extensions

Or clear skin, kept in perfection

Mama says I don't have a direction

But maybe it's 'cause I got no connections

I'm so tired of all the protection

But then I realize that I hate rejection

Fuck the fame and all the attention

But I wanna be at the top of the selection

[Chorus]

I'm scared of who I wanna be

I'm pullin' at the bottoms of my sleeves

And everybody's watchin' me

I feel their glare inside my feet

And I, feel dead inside

[Verse 2]

My head is clocked with fears and doubts

But I know that I'll figure it out

Metaphoric hands on my mouth

Sound's on mute, but I wanna shout

Fuck the fame, and all the clout

I need to know what I'm about

[Chorus]

I'm scared of who I wanna be

Drenched in alcohol, smells like [?]

These crazy times are killing me

Isolated broken dreams

And I, oh I, feel dead inside

[Verse 3]

Standing at my front door

But we've been down this road before

"You're beautiful in every way

But your flaws are not okay"

You're the reason why

I'm dead inside