Released on October 10, 2021

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[Intro]

Stuck up in my ways without you love

Tryna' find my way without your love


[Chorus]

It's 2AM summer nights

Bout' the time that I come alive

I peel you back to take you in

You pull me in and I do it again

2AM summer nights

Bout' the time that I come alive

I peel you back to take you in

You pull me in and I do it again

Oh I do it all again

Oh I do it all again


[Verse 1]

I was just drowning in the waters of my own sorrows baby

And I might not wake up to the light of my own tomorrows

Got two devils on my shoulder's shoulders

Tryna' get me ready so I hold em'

But I got a halo tucked like it's a weapon on me

And I keep it stashed so nobody can come up stepping on me

And I can't tell if I'm at the worst or I'm at the best I've ever been

I can't focus for a second my mind is racing again

I just want to be better not feel better cause the moments that we share are forever

I just want to be better not feel better lately I've been under the weather

I just want to be better not feel better and you know you get me light as a feather

I just want to be better not feel better

But you get me so numb now

So numb to the runaround

And I've been feeling so numb and so lost for as long as I can remember baby

I slur my love

Drown again

You are everything I wanted but I cannot see you again

I slur my love

Drown again

You are everything I wanted but I cannot see you again


[Interlude]

I hit that MIA

So I drown again

Hit that MIA

MIA


[Chorus]

Cause it's 2AM summer nights

It's bout' the time that I come alive

I peel you back to take you in (take some more)

You pull me in and I do it again

2AM summer nights

It's bout' the time that I come alive

I peel you back to take you in (take some more take)

You pull me in and I do it again


[Verse 2]

Depression I'm going manic behaviors have been erratic

I'm dodging weaving through traffic my mind is going through static

I pick up another habit to deal with post-stress traumatic

A means to an end and winning is just pragmatic

Cause this the life that I lead and not what I want

It's a price I had to pay and this is just what I bought

My inhibitions are clouding my senses of intuition

I got 'em wishing me well for what

Cause I been on all alone

For too long

On my own

But I'm trying to find my way home

On my own all alone

On this road back way find home


[Bridge]

MIA if I go MIA

I might end up KIA

That's the price I got to pay

Just to make em' go away

MIA MIA

MIA MIA


[Outro]

I took too much now I can't feel a thing

I was so in love I was head over my hells

And you've been gone for so long

You've been gone for so long

You've been gone for so long

You've been gone for so long

My friend